Sooooo not weird, am I dears?
Anyway, several updates before i get into the crap. Past kiriban, obviously. My then boyfriend caught it, completely unawares that it meant I would draw something. So it was wastedish xD. But I didn't really think anyone was interested anyway. SO. Onwards to next bit of business. I know I've been away for aggggggggges, and I apologise. I'm trying to catch up, and hopefully I'll upload some stuff soon, so wait with bated breath for that .

Anyway. Main idea of this journal is my odd thing about hands. I wouldn't call it an obsession or fetish (O_O) but it's certainly something. Basically, I tend to notice people's hands, but mostly when they're doing something with them.

For example, one of my ex's plays saxophone, and I used to love watching his fingers move over the keys. Theennnnn, my friend/ex Tree (nickname dudes) has really beautiful hands too, strangely enough. He has sort of tanned skin, and the colour is all smooth and brown on his hands, and the skin is smooth, and he has long, strong fingers and such. Another musician, suprise suprise.

Now, my thing about hands is that I see such beauty in some people's, and others are ugly, or some just meh. Sort of like the range in how attractive people are in general I guess. And I see a lot of character in hands. Just from people's hands, you can get a general idea of them in some ways, oddly enough. Like if someone has chipped nails and rough, dirty nails, there are to be assumptions made about them etc. My favourite hands seem to be those of musicians or artists though, since they're still smooth, but have a lot of strength in them. Does that make sense? Anyway. Currently being mesmerised by one set of hands in particular, ones I'd really like to hold, but, shhh, it's a secret.

If you got through all this, bravo, and I love you <3